Odd....

So apparently, dearest Alex (Em's ex bf) has been having--what's this?--sexual fantasies of me.

{WHOA. HOLD THE PHONE.}

I'm not attractive. In the slightest. I'm hairy, chubby, oily, I'm covered in scars and I'm just... ew. Unappealing, I would say. But apparently to him, I'm not. Which is odd because I believe he is the second person to have said they were thinking about me inappropriately. Guess who the FIRST person was? Yup, you guessed it correctly. Odd, isn't it?

I mean, I took it as a compliment, obviously. I don't hear that every day but it's weird because he's been dating my best friend Em for sooo loooong. Plus, I was the one helping them sneak around during my freshman year as well. So, yeah; kinda odd, REALLY flattering, and I have no clue how to respond to that. I mean, I had a crush on him my freshman year (who hasn't, really?) and once he started to date Em it's kinda dwindled but I'm still attracted to him. Also kinda weird, but it makes sense in a twisted kinda way. But we talked about it and came to a conclusion (which I am NOT posting here (neener)). So far I've been taking it in pieces and thinking things over very thoroughly. I don't want to fuck things up by saying the wrong thing.

So, this was just a random blog post. To my two readers, do not be alarmed, we were just talking about his break-up and it came to that and now it's over haha. This isn't the first time I've heard him say something like to me, but to hear him say something like that ABOUT me is completely different. Again, do not freak. I am taking things slowly, trust me. I'm a good girl ;)

~~The FiFi~~

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