They ended up inviting Michael and Freeman to our special Saturday Night thingy. I mean, what the fuck? It was suppose to be just OUR FRIENDS, not friends from Stage Crew. Totally fucked up. And THEN, when I told them Liz thinks they're assholes for not contacting her, Matt goes, "You could've told her, Phylicia. Why are you blaming us?" Uh, HELLO, I'm not the only person who can TALK TO HER, ya know!! And God, who invites people who DON'T KNOW OUR FRIENDS to a party anyways?! Poor planning in my opinion and I didn't WANT to stay, but Tess, Sara Dim, and Bekah pulled me away while Mum drove us. Fucking retarded. But, whatever. I'll probably tell Bekah and half of our friends will agree with me and stuff... yeah.
[In other news...] I LOVE MY JOB! (sometimes) Amanda and Kaela are so funny XD God, and Cliff, Erin, Stormy (his actual name--apparently his parents were doped up with they had him and saw a storm and were all, "LET'S NAME OUR SON STORMY"), and Amus. God, these people are so weird XD BUT ANYHOO. Good times today. Really, there was nothing to do XD We actually had a surplus of people today unlike the normal days where there's a rush of people and there's only 4 people. No. Today we had 12 people and since no one had anything to do, we basically pounced on every opportunity and got everything done in record timing lol Still, boring, yet fun day.
And that's about it :c Oh, and I'm preparing a speech to Matt for sometime next week. It'll be epic. I'll make sure of it 8D
~~The FiFi~~
[P.S.] Is it wrong of me if I want her to fucking cry and actually apologize for wut shez done? Ehhhh... maybeeee...
May 30, 2009
May 29, 2009
Prepare yourselves...
...for the longest rant known to mankind. Starting... NOW!
I've just got what's been ticking me off lately. It's my friends. Not all of them, just the ones that hang out with Matt. Bekah, I love you dearly, but stop trying to be cool. You don't know people and you've only met Alex Freeman TWICE. You do NOT hang out with him, and you do not talk to him. You also are not in control of the newly formed GSA which started with just me, Tess, and Matt.
Sara Dim, I love you also, but you're immaturity and your inability to fucking GROW UP is beginning to wear me out. You're going to have to face reality sooner or later so why not sooner? You're going to be a JUNIOR next year. It's about time you got a JOB, learned to DRIVE, and took a little more responsibility for yourself. I know it's scary, but you gotta do it or else how are you going to survive the real world after college?
Matt, you are fucking pissing me off. There IS no love in this rant for you. You're poor choice of words DAILY are beginning to take its toll. {STOP CALLING MY FAT, TARD, TARDFACE, FATTY, FUCKTARD, ETC.} It's FUCKING annoying. I don't mind it once in a while, but you've been doing it ALL THE TIME. My name is Phylicia, FiFi, Phyliss, whatever. NOT whatever I mentioned above. Also, WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! You've only met Alex a couple months ago and now you guys are suddenly BFFJILLS? No. I don't think so. You can't just keep calling him for rides or calling Tess. You have a MOM as much as you hate to admit it. It bugs me when all you do is talk about Alex as though you guys do nothing be just hang and chill like you've known each other for years. I'VE KNOWN YOU FOR YEARS. And how do you treat me? Like fucking crap. I've driven you places, gotten you things, shared things with you, LISTENED to you, and for what? For you to fucking call my name DAILY?! DO NOT say how I call Tess names all the time as well. It's not as much as you do it to me and you fucking know it. I don't care how bad your life is right now, but it's up to YOU to fix it. Not us. Take responsibility, Matt! You say how I'm not responsible but at least I have my life in order. I have a job and I can drive. I'm not just doing Stage Crew and "talking to tards" as you so nicely put it. I just got done with Driver's Ed and I just got a paycheck for $400! What have YOU DONE? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. So, really, YOU are the immature one, YOU are irresponsible one, and YOU are the fucked up one. If you aren't going to acknowledge your friends (ALL you friends i.e. LIZZ), then I don't want to be your friend anymore. I CAN'T STAND YOU ANYMORE. You blame yer sister and mum for EVERYTHING. Have you ever thought that maybe some things are your fault?! Like what happened between you and Lizz? HUH?! DO you even KNOW what you've fucking put her through? I don't WANT to hear how you've "been busy" 'cause you HAVEN'T BEEN! You've been doing nothing but sitting on your ass, talking to all your new friends. Well guess what? Keep this up and not even Lizz is gonna want you and she's a pretty forgivable as a person. You've fucked things up more than you know, Matt. I'd watch what you say and do from now on or it's gonna bite you in the ass.
What REALLY gets me, Matt, is how you think your actions have no consequences whatsoever. You have no idea about the storm up ahead. I swear, give me a couple for weeks if this non-stop abuse from you, and I'm going to explode. And not in the nice way, either. You haven't experienced my full wrath so, my advice to you: fucking beware 'cause when I bite, I bite hard.
~~The FiFi~~
[P.S.] What ALSO really gets me about her is how she acts like she's best friends with everyone on Stage Crew. HELLO. You've only been with them for a year!! I've known them much longer and worked with them more. And in all honesty, I'm not even sure some of them LIKE you, Matt. Really. And HOW DOES EVERYONE KNOW ALEX FREEMAN ALL OF A SUDDEN?! You guys have GOT to stop hanging out with him, seriously. He has a GIRLFRIEND and they're perfectly happy together. He's not gonna break up with her for one of you guys. Like, really, I love you all, but... REALLY. Why does everyone love him all of a sudden? He's cool, ok, but Matt and Bekah have been pawning over him since the day they've met him. It's been bugging Emy (duh) and me since, well, my friends (Matt and Bekah) have this tendency for stealing friends and calling them their own. *siiigh* I like Bekah more than Matt right now only because she doesn't go on these long rants about how cool Alex is or how awesome Stage Crew. I think Matt is quite obsessed with it and by GOD does it get on my nerves. Whatever. I really don't want to start another fight with anyother friend. I'll try to avoid it at all costs, but no promises. This has been going on for a while so... yeah. Pretty much when I start a fight with her, she won't apologize for ANYTHING (cause it's her) and I won't apologize except for the undeserved, spiteful rant I'd have given her. But even then, in order for me to talk to her, it'll be a few months basically. But what'll most likely happen is that by next year, 8 months will have passed, each of us kinda forgets it ever happens and BOOM. Back to where we were. Yup.... wonderful how I can predict these things and watch them come true.
I've just got what's been ticking me off lately. It's my friends. Not all of them, just the ones that hang out with Matt. Bekah, I love you dearly, but stop trying to be cool. You don't know people and you've only met Alex Freeman TWICE. You do NOT hang out with him, and you do not talk to him. You also are not in control of the newly formed GSA which started with just me, Tess, and Matt.
Sara Dim, I love you also, but you're immaturity and your inability to fucking GROW UP is beginning to wear me out. You're going to have to face reality sooner or later so why not sooner? You're going to be a JUNIOR next year. It's about time you got a JOB, learned to DRIVE, and took a little more responsibility for yourself. I know it's scary, but you gotta do it or else how are you going to survive the real world after college?
Matt, you are fucking pissing me off. There IS no love in this rant for you. You're poor choice of words DAILY are beginning to take its toll. {STOP CALLING MY FAT, TARD, TARDFACE, FATTY, FUCKTARD, ETC.} It's FUCKING annoying. I don't mind it once in a while, but you've been doing it ALL THE TIME. My name is Phylicia, FiFi, Phyliss, whatever. NOT whatever I mentioned above. Also, WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! You've only met Alex a couple months ago and now you guys are suddenly BFFJILLS? No. I don't think so. You can't just keep calling him for rides or calling Tess. You have a MOM as much as you hate to admit it. It bugs me when all you do is talk about Alex as though you guys do nothing be just hang and chill like you've known each other for years. I'VE KNOWN YOU FOR YEARS. And how do you treat me? Like fucking crap. I've driven you places, gotten you things, shared things with you, LISTENED to you, and for what? For you to fucking call my name DAILY?! DO NOT say how I call Tess names all the time as well. It's not as much as you do it to me and you fucking know it. I don't care how bad your life is right now, but it's up to YOU to fix it. Not us. Take responsibility, Matt! You say how I'm not responsible but at least I have my life in order. I have a job and I can drive. I'm not just doing Stage Crew and "talking to tards" as you so nicely put it. I just got done with Driver's Ed and I just got a paycheck for $400! What have YOU DONE? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. So, really, YOU are the immature one, YOU are irresponsible one, and YOU are the fucked up one. If you aren't going to acknowledge your friends (ALL you friends i.e. LIZZ), then I don't want to be your friend anymore. I CAN'T STAND YOU ANYMORE. You blame yer sister and mum for EVERYTHING. Have you ever thought that maybe some things are your fault?! Like what happened between you and Lizz? HUH?! DO you even KNOW what you've fucking put her through? I don't WANT to hear how you've "been busy" 'cause you HAVEN'T BEEN! You've been doing nothing but sitting on your ass, talking to all your new friends. Well guess what? Keep this up and not even Lizz is gonna want you and she's a pretty forgivable as a person. You've fucked things up more than you know, Matt. I'd watch what you say and do from now on or it's gonna bite you in the ass.
What REALLY gets me, Matt, is how you think your actions have no consequences whatsoever. You have no idea about the storm up ahead. I swear, give me a couple for weeks if this non-stop abuse from you, and I'm going to explode. And not in the nice way, either. You haven't experienced my full wrath so, my advice to you: fucking beware 'cause when I bite, I bite hard.
~~The FiFi~~
[P.S.] What ALSO really gets me about her is how she acts like she's best friends with everyone on Stage Crew. HELLO. You've only been with them for a year!! I've known them much longer and worked with them more. And in all honesty, I'm not even sure some of them LIKE you, Matt. Really. And HOW DOES EVERYONE KNOW ALEX FREEMAN ALL OF A SUDDEN?! You guys have GOT to stop hanging out with him, seriously. He has a GIRLFRIEND and they're perfectly happy together. He's not gonna break up with her for one of you guys. Like, really, I love you all, but... REALLY. Why does everyone love him all of a sudden? He's cool, ok, but Matt and Bekah have been pawning over him since the day they've met him. It's been bugging Emy (duh) and me since, well, my friends (Matt and Bekah) have this tendency for stealing friends and calling them their own. *siiigh* I like Bekah more than Matt right now only because she doesn't go on these long rants about how cool Alex is or how awesome Stage Crew. I think Matt is quite obsessed with it and by GOD does it get on my nerves. Whatever. I really don't want to start another fight with anyother friend. I'll try to avoid it at all costs, but no promises. This has been going on for a while so... yeah. Pretty much when I start a fight with her, she won't apologize for ANYTHING (cause it's her) and I won't apologize except for the undeserved, spiteful rant I'd have given her. But even then, in order for me to talk to her, it'll be a few months basically. But what'll most likely happen is that by next year, 8 months will have passed, each of us kinda forgets it ever happens and BOOM. Back to where we were. Yup.... wonderful how I can predict these things and watch them come true.
May 27, 2009
BLARGH!
Summary of today so that way I can post this for today and not tomorrow:
Finished German poster in homeroom
Presented in German class (failed)
Asked Nick if I could rape him and he agreed
Had Drivier's Ed (LAST CLASS!)
Watched Red Asphalt III (there were BRAIN ON THE GROUND)
Jake drove me home
Ate pizza
Chilled like a Villian.
Finished German poster in homeroom
Presented in German class (failed)
Asked Nick if I could rape him and he agreed
Had Drivier's Ed (LAST CLASS!)
Watched Red Asphalt III (there were BRAIN ON THE GROUND)
Jake drove me home
Ate pizza
Chilled like a Villian.
And that was it 8D HOT, JA?! JA! Maybe they'll be most details tomorrow; WHO KNOWS?! {I know!}
~~The FiFi~~
[P.S.] Man can I type fast XD;
May 26, 2009
STILL not done with German project.
DUN JUDGE ME! You can't say I haven't been... ok, well, I HAVEN'T been trying, but it's the thought that counts, ja?
...D: Fuck it. And I finally RP'd with Sara Dim today! Yaaaay! I'm starting to wonder if I was being melodramatic about this whole situation. I was probably blowing it way out of proportion. Besides, she probably has NO IDEA wut's going on, so let's leave it that way, ja? 8D Until, that is, I absolutely have to be honest with her then I will. But for now, I like this sorta Limbo thing we've got going on. Kinda, eh, refreshing from all the other stable friendships that I have right now lol. I wonder if it's a good thing that out relationship in kinda in a Limbo-type state and that I'm doing absolutely nothing to try to repair it...
{OBVIOUSLY THAT IS NOT A GOOD THING, FIFI. REALLY NOW. HERE I THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST SLOW. NOW YER JUST STUPID AND SLOW.}
@___@ Oooohhh weelll~ We'll... just see wut happens XD But, other than that, Matt has just fucked up thing with Liz. Again. She really has no idea how to communicate with the human race. Like, really. Besides her failing vocabulary, she also saus things at the possibly wrong time and evens acts at the wrong times, making things WORSE. Matt, obviously, has no idea about this and keeps on doing it. I wonder if she would change that habit if someone pointed it out...? Probably not. She would just get pissed and wonder why the person had to say such a thing. Really now. She is the victom and we are the robbers.
[In other news...] I GOT MY PAYCHECK TODAAYYY~ (hopefully) I'm not sure if it was already transferred to my bank account or if they mailed it to me... Guessing by the fact I haven't gotten it mailed yet, tis probably in my account. If that's the case, I need to withdrawel $60 for Tess, $80 for a Yearbook, and $20 for extra activities. I dunno if that's all I need, but for right now it is. So it total that is $160 down the drain 8D WHO'S COOL?! Not me... D:
Anyhoo, that's about it. Imma start my poster and hopefulyl get most of it down tonight XD WISH ME LUUUUCK!!
~~The FiFi~~
...D: Fuck it. And I finally RP'd with Sara Dim today! Yaaaay! I'm starting to wonder if I was being melodramatic about this whole situation. I was probably blowing it way out of proportion. Besides, she probably has NO IDEA wut's going on, so let's leave it that way, ja? 8D Until, that is, I absolutely have to be honest with her then I will. But for now, I like this sorta Limbo thing we've got going on. Kinda, eh, refreshing from all the other stable friendships that I have right now lol. I wonder if it's a good thing that out relationship in kinda in a Limbo-type state and that I'm doing absolutely nothing to try to repair it...
{OBVIOUSLY THAT IS NOT A GOOD THING, FIFI. REALLY NOW. HERE I THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST SLOW. NOW YER JUST STUPID AND SLOW.}
@___@ Oooohhh weelll~ We'll... just see wut happens XD But, other than that, Matt has just fucked up thing with Liz. Again. She really has no idea how to communicate with the human race. Like, really. Besides her failing vocabulary, she also saus things at the possibly wrong time and evens acts at the wrong times, making things WORSE. Matt, obviously, has no idea about this and keeps on doing it. I wonder if she would change that habit if someone pointed it out...? Probably not. She would just get pissed and wonder why the person had to say such a thing. Really now. She is the victom and we are the robbers.
[In other news...] I GOT MY PAYCHECK TODAAYYY~ (hopefully) I'm not sure if it was already transferred to my bank account or if they mailed it to me... Guessing by the fact I haven't gotten it mailed yet, tis probably in my account. If that's the case, I need to withdrawel $60 for Tess, $80 for a Yearbook, and $20 for extra activities. I dunno if that's all I need, but for right now it is. So it total that is $160 down the drain 8D WHO'S COOL?! Not me... D:
Anyhoo, that's about it. Imma start my poster and hopefulyl get most of it down tonight XD WISH ME LUUUUCK!!
~~The FiFi~~
May 25, 2009
WHY IS IT SO HOT?!
I love summer but GOD. 81 degrees is too hot for me. And... I've been avoiding signing online because BRAD (horny bastard) has been all, "REMEMBER WHEN YOU PROMISED ME THAT LAP DANCE?! GIMMI ONE KTHNXBAI 8D" Jesus, man. I have to be in that mood in order to give you one! How does BEGGING make one into the mood?! Really. I'd like to know how in the WORLD that turns someone on. God, I was only half-joking too! And then he takes it seriously... *grr* The only time I check on IM is if Sara has signed online. Even though I kinda... avoided her today (I didn't go to the picnic cause of her), I still wanna talk to her online... Kinda D: Just... ya know...
x.x; I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOO confused on wut I feel about her. But who can help me other than Liz and Smeag? But, sometimes they dunno wut to say since they've never had a problem remotely like mine. Gah. Maybe Emy? Yes, I need to speak with Emy; shez good with relationship talks. *siiiiigh*
[In other news...] that post below this might say it was from yesterday, but I posted it today and since I have this CDO problem, I made another post for today 8D SEE HOW COOL I AM?! Yeah... and Monsters Inc. is a funny movie. LOOOVE the outtakes lol The slow motion falling got me laughing for half an hour XDD; Dun judge mee!!
~~The FiFi~~
[P.S.] STILL PRAY FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~
x.x; I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOO confused on wut I feel about her. But who can help me other than Liz and Smeag? But, sometimes they dunno wut to say since they've never had a problem remotely like mine. Gah. Maybe Emy? Yes, I need to speak with Emy; shez good with relationship talks. *siiiiigh*
[In other news...] that post below this might say it was from yesterday, but I posted it today and since I have this CDO problem, I made another post for today 8D SEE HOW COOL I AM?! Yeah... and Monsters Inc. is a funny movie. LOOOVE the outtakes lol The slow motion falling got me laughing for half an hour XDD; Dun judge mee!!
~~The FiFi~~
[P.S.] STILL PRAY FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~
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