Well, lesse...I've been thinking of Chris (sideburns) lately...
I DUNNO WHY. T_T
I mean, HE'S A FUCKING SENIOR FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!! And sure, age doesn't matter...{WHEN YER BOTH OUTTA HIGH SCHOOL 'CAUSE IN HIGH SCHOOL, THERE'S A HUGE MATURITY DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SENIORS AND FRESHMAN!!!}
Alsooo, to make matters worse, I've been feeling sorta..."down" lately. o-o Oh, have I seem happy lately? Well, lemme tell you sumthin' *whispers* I can pretend and lie like no other human being on this earth. Ever wonder why I never seem down? It's cause I always tell myself I have NO REASON TO BE DEPRESSED. Yet, I do; I HAVE NO DAD. Yet, he died around 7 years ago. So, why, you ask, should I still be depressed by that? 'CAUSE I NEVER GOT A CHANCE TO KNOW HIM. But, anyhoo...that's old news.
[ON A BRIGHTER NOTE...]
{ LIZ AND DIDDY SITTING IN A TREE, K-I-S-S-I-N-G, FIRST COMES LOVE, THEN COMES MARRIAGE, THEN COMES LIZ IN THE BABY CARRIAGE!!!}
*cough* I mean...I love you guys too? ;=;
OH, and I'm failing Geography...YAY! =.= Now time to study like Hell for my next chapterS test so that my mom will think I'm actually trying in school. YAY!! ^-^
~~The FiFi~~
[P.S.] Er, sorry for making this post all depressing. o-o I was blowing some steam. :3
YAY STEAM!!! <_>
...I'm special...;_;
October 21, 2007
October 10, 2007
Homecoming!!
HOMECOMING. WAS. SHO. FUCKING. AWESOOOOME!!! I got to dance, act cool (Pish) and TALK!! I got to dance with Caitlin, Sara, and Liz! ...A little. T_T She went off to hang with the "geek" crowd. =.= Which, B.T.W. includes Smeag, Dan, Nicole, Natilie, Yer mom, etc. MY group included the "cool" crowd. B Sorry but, your mom was not invited. :P
Anywayz, I have also joined a club called Magic. Magic is an UBER COOL card game! Though, when I played against Chris (sideburns), I lost horribly. ;=; Hez so mean...BUT KEWL! He's totally the shitz and he's a senior. *-*
A SENIOR I SAY!!!
[In other news] I've had a few false alarms lately. Like, when I met a random guy, I'd think I'd have a crush on them. o-o But, I've found out that I just admire them to death and that I want to know them better. :3
That's just how I roll, yo. B
And, Liz, bestest friend, I love you 'n all but...please, keep yer World Chests to yourself! x.x
Luv ya! :D
~~The FiFi~~
{P.S.} Screw what I said about taking him to Sady's; Dan's a pervert! He was raping-ER-grinding everyone he was dancing with at homecoming! Though, some of the girls were grinding back but...
IT STILL LOOKED WRONG!! T_T
Luckily he didn't grind me. If he did, he would of lost something very important to him. And, whenever he get's married (AHAHAHAHA, good one! XD), they wouldn't be able to have any kids...
EVER. :3
Anywayz, I have also joined a club called Magic. Magic is an UBER COOL card game! Though, when I played against Chris (sideburns), I lost horribly. ;=; Hez so mean...BUT KEWL! He's totally the shitz and he's a senior. *-*
A SENIOR I SAY!!!
[In other news] I've had a few false alarms lately. Like, when I met a random guy, I'd think I'd have a crush on them. o-o But, I've found out that I just admire them to death and that I want to know them better. :3
That's just how I roll, yo. B
And, Liz, bestest friend, I love you 'n all but...please, keep yer World Chests to yourself! x.x
Luv ya! :D
~~The FiFi~~
{P.S.} Screw what I said about taking him to Sady's; Dan's a pervert! He was raping-ER-grinding everyone he was dancing with at homecoming! Though, some of the girls were grinding back but...
IT STILL LOOKED WRONG!! T_T
Luckily he didn't grind me. If he did, he would of lost something very important to him. And, whenever he get's married (AHAHAHAHA, good one! XD), they wouldn't be able to have any kids...
EVER. :3
October 5, 2007
LIFE~~
Life is good. ;o Life seems to be moving fast. o_O
ANYWAYZ, I love Improv class and the seniors in it. XD They're teh smex and the shit. ;o (apparently) And then Magic club, Stage Crew, and GSA (if the ever have a MEETING), and S.T.A.N.D. ;D
Also, {OMGHOMECOMINGISTOMORROW WHATTHEFUCK?!!!!} x.x And then the football game tonight--OOO! I forgot about that! ;D It's gonna be cool~~
...I currently have no crushes. o-o It's sorta depressing when you think about it. But, I think someone has a crush on ME though...[CREEPY] AAANNNDDD, I've been doing good in school. ;o Made some new friends, getting OK grades, and dreading P.E....
Oh to Joy.
ANYHOO, I have nothing more to talk about, actually. o.o Life's been ok, as I said. All my friends are fine EXCEPT for Liz...I dunno what's up with her. And, I'm great!! :3 Having the TIME OF ME LIFE~~ here in teh high school.
I'm living it up, babeh. BD
MY ENGLISH 9 TEACHER, MR. YOCHUM, IS THE COOLEST TEACHER ALIVE!!! Hez, like, one of the nicest teacher I have! ^_^ I like the way he teaches his class, that way he talks to us, etc.!! [Hez sho kewl. *-*]
OH, and yesterday was ZOMFGSOCOOL! Some of the other students bought a senior (Yes, I said it) and, when you buy a senior, you can make them do whatever you want them to do for that day. :P Like, you can dress them up as something ridiculous and tell them to do something odd when the Mod bell rings or say something whenever someone goes up to them and says, "Hi!"
It was a fun day. XD
ANYWAYZ, I am bored and I need to get ready for the HOME COMING GAME, YO!
:33
~~The FiFi~~
{P.S.} Me and Liz also went to Fright Night at Kennywood! We took Smeagle and Dash along but, they got scared. =.= Anyhoo, Fright Night is basically when they turn Kennywood into a horror movie. :3 They had people dressed up as evil clowns to Freddy that night. XD Tis very cool. Next year me and Liz are going to bring Sara (hopefully) and we'll dress up in ALL black; make-up, clothes, etc. And our names will be Emoke, Gothica, and Punkage. XD
Cool, ja?
ANYWAYZ, I love Improv class and the seniors in it. XD They're teh smex and the shit. ;o (apparently) And then Magic club, Stage Crew, and GSA (if the ever have a MEETING), and S.T.A.N.D. ;D
Also, {OMGHOMECOMINGISTOMORROW WHATTHEFUCK?!!!!} x.x And then the football game tonight--OOO! I forgot about that! ;D It's gonna be cool~~
...I currently have no crushes. o-o It's sorta depressing when you think about it. But, I think someone has a crush on ME though...[CREEPY] AAANNNDDD, I've been doing good in school. ;o Made some new friends, getting OK grades, and dreading P.E....
Oh to Joy.
ANYHOO, I have nothing more to talk about, actually. o.o Life's been ok, as I said. All my friends are fine EXCEPT for Liz...I dunno what's up with her. And, I'm great!! :3 Having the TIME OF ME LIFE~~ here in teh high school.
I'm living it up, babeh. BD
MY ENGLISH 9 TEACHER, MR. YOCHUM, IS THE COOLEST TEACHER ALIVE!!! Hez, like, one of the nicest teacher I have! ^_^ I like the way he teaches his class, that way he talks to us, etc.!! [Hez sho kewl. *-*]
OH, and yesterday was ZOMFGSOCOOL! Some of the other students bought a senior (Yes, I said it) and, when you buy a senior, you can make them do whatever you want them to do for that day. :P Like, you can dress them up as something ridiculous and tell them to do something odd when the Mod bell rings or say something whenever someone goes up to them and says, "Hi!"
It was a fun day. XD
ANYWAYZ, I am bored and I need to get ready for the HOME COMING GAME, YO!
:33
~~The FiFi~~
{P.S.} Me and Liz also went to Fright Night at Kennywood! We took Smeagle and Dash along but, they got scared. =.= Anyhoo, Fright Night is basically when they turn Kennywood into a horror movie. :3 They had people dressed up as evil clowns to Freddy that night. XD Tis very cool. Next year me and Liz are going to bring Sara (hopefully) and we'll dress up in ALL black; make-up, clothes, etc. And our names will be Emoke, Gothica, and Punkage. XD
Cool, ja?
September 26, 2007
*waves white flag*
Oooookiiiiieeeee, for anyone who has listen to me rant on about my mom, you know how bosy and pyschotic she is, right? Well, last night we were driving to get hoagies and she starts bitching about my grades.
She goes, "I know how it feels, in 9th grade I got a couple of Cs--"
Me, "THEN STOP BITCHING ABOUT MINE THEN!! YOU KNOW IT'S HARD FOR ME SO SHUT UP ABOUT THEM!!!"
After we got them and the angry vibes from me started to annoy her, she said she was "sorry" and that as long as I was trying, a couple of Cs isn't bad.
--LAST NIGHT--
I was upstair finishing dinner, stuff like that when mom gets all pissed about how I'm done with my homework. She even had the nerve to say this: "THE ONLY REASON YOU'RE NOT IN HONR CLASSES IS BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO WORK HARD!!"
Me, "SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! I WAS RECOMENDED FOR IT SO SHUT UP ABOUT MY GRADES! THEY'RE FIIIIIINE!!"
Mom, "DON'T YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT--"
"You know what mom? SHUT THE HELL up about my grades, ok?! You said last night a couple of Cs wasn't bad if I was T-R-Y-I-N-G!!"
"And apparently you're not!"
"HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW THAT?! QUIT ASSUMING THAT I'M SLACKING OFF!! GOD, WHAT HAPPENED TO TRUSTING AND ENCOURAGING ME?!! HUH?! WHAT HAPPENED TO BEING A MOM?!"
...Ooooooo, I was SO MAD last night. Though, I didn't get grounded so, hur-rah. o.o
*siiiiigh* Makes me wonder why I even bother anymore. =.=;; And here I thought my mom actually cared about what I wanted.
ROAR.
~~The FiFi~~
She goes, "I know how it feels, in 9th grade I got a couple of Cs--"
Me, "THEN STOP BITCHING ABOUT MINE THEN!! YOU KNOW IT'S HARD FOR ME SO SHUT UP ABOUT THEM!!!"
After we got them and the angry vibes from me started to annoy her, she said she was "sorry" and that as long as I was trying, a couple of Cs isn't bad.
--LAST NIGHT--
I was upstair finishing dinner, stuff like that when mom gets all pissed about how I'm done with my homework. She even had the nerve to say this: "THE ONLY REASON YOU'RE NOT IN HONR CLASSES IS BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO WORK HARD!!"
Me, "SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! I WAS RECOMENDED FOR IT SO SHUT UP ABOUT MY GRADES! THEY'RE FIIIIIINE!!"
Mom, "DON'T YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT--"
"You know what mom? SHUT THE HELL up about my grades, ok?! You said last night a couple of Cs wasn't bad if I was T-R-Y-I-N-G!!"
"And apparently you're not!"
"HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW THAT?! QUIT ASSUMING THAT I'M SLACKING OFF!! GOD, WHAT HAPPENED TO TRUSTING AND ENCOURAGING ME?!! HUH?! WHAT HAPPENED TO BEING A MOM?!"
...Ooooooo, I was SO MAD last night. Though, I didn't get grounded so, hur-rah. o.o
*siiiiigh* Makes me wonder why I even bother anymore. =.=;; And here I thought my mom actually cared about what I wanted.
ROAR.
~~The FiFi~~
September 17, 2007
Today B0B...
...got a girlfriend. Too bad he was my crush.
...
...
As you can see, tomorrow I'm going to be wollowing in my own pain because I have yet to be asked to a dance, yet to be asked out, yet to even have a BOYFRIEND. Though, most of my friends can say the same thing but... I'M FUCKING 15 DAMMIT!!! And at a school district where most of the preppy popular girls of boyfriends...it makes the rest of us feel the need to have one, too.
BUT I'M STRONG! Who needs a boyfriend when you've got great friends to replace him?! I SURE DON'T! And online dating is absolutely not my thing anymore. Since, online, I can get a boy in under 2 minutes. Heh, heh, heh...
Anywayz, I think I know why you call them crushes; 'cause you get crushed when you realize they'll never go out with you. Like me. *siiiggghhh*
And we were really good friends too. :/ I bet his too clingy girlfriend will make him sit with her. {IF SHE DOES THAT, SHE CAN GO TO THE PART OF HELL WHERE ALL THE DARVES ARE AND THEN SHE CAN BUUUURRRRRRN. BURN IN THE MIGHTY FLAMES OF THE DARF KING AS HE DETERMINES WHETHER OR NOT THE GIRLS HAVE X-CHROMOSONES!!! WHICH ALYSSA WILL SURELY FAIL BECAUSE NO GIRL CAN BE SO SHORT AND PUDGY AND STILL HAVE X-CHROMOSONES!!!}
*cough* Sorry for my sudden outburst...we all knew it was coming eventually. But, I guess I could see it coming. Since, I'm obviously no good for ANY guy to go out with since I'm so ugly and pudgy myself...But, considering the rest of my family isn't very skinny, I'm okie with my pudginess. o.o I'm not overweight and I'm not freakishly skinny...*COUGH LIZ COUGH*
OMGIMKIDDING! T_T Liz ish not that bad! <_> Not compared to my OTHER friend that is. But anyhoo,
I HATE CHRIS CROCKER. LET HIM BURN IN HELL. I mean, LET HER BURN IN HELL WITH ALL THE OTHER FAGOTS WHO THINK THEY'RE PUNK AND BUFF.
Oooo, I have a lot of hatred stored up in me. o.o It surprises me to realize I actually WANT Chris to burn. And then he said he was going to kill himself if Britney died I was like, "YES!" and then, "...Dude. o-o Extreme much?" and then, "Whatever. I dun care anymore."
...Yeah. x.x I'm going through some mental issues right now. Oh well. I'll get through it eventually. @_@
~~The FiFi~~
{P.S.} I wonder if I should ask Dan to the Sady's dance? o-o
...
...
As you can see, tomorrow I'm going to be wollowing in my own pain because I have yet to be asked to a dance, yet to be asked out, yet to even have a BOYFRIEND. Though, most of my friends can say the same thing but... I'M FUCKING 15 DAMMIT!!! And at a school district where most of the preppy popular girls of boyfriends...it makes the rest of us feel the need to have one, too.
BUT I'M STRONG! Who needs a boyfriend when you've got great friends to replace him?! I SURE DON'T! And online dating is absolutely not my thing anymore. Since, online, I can get a boy in under 2 minutes. Heh, heh, heh...
Anywayz, I think I know why you call them crushes; 'cause you get crushed when you realize they'll never go out with you. Like me. *siiiggghhh*
And we were really good friends too. :/ I bet his too clingy girlfriend will make him sit with her. {IF SHE DOES THAT, SHE CAN GO TO THE PART OF HELL WHERE ALL THE DARVES ARE AND THEN SHE CAN BUUUURRRRRRN. BURN IN THE MIGHTY FLAMES OF THE DARF KING AS HE DETERMINES WHETHER OR NOT THE GIRLS HAVE X-CHROMOSONES!!! WHICH ALYSSA WILL SURELY FAIL BECAUSE NO GIRL CAN BE SO SHORT AND PUDGY AND STILL HAVE X-CHROMOSONES!!!}
*cough* Sorry for my sudden outburst...we all knew it was coming eventually. But, I guess I could see it coming. Since, I'm obviously no good for ANY guy to go out with since I'm so ugly and pudgy myself...But, considering the rest of my family isn't very skinny, I'm okie with my pudginess. o.o I'm not overweight and I'm not freakishly skinny...*COUGH LIZ COUGH*
OMGIMKIDDING! T_T Liz ish not that bad! <_> Not compared to my OTHER friend that is. But anyhoo,
I HATE CHRIS CROCKER. LET HIM BURN IN HELL. I mean, LET HER BURN IN HELL WITH ALL THE OTHER FAGOTS WHO THINK THEY'RE PUNK AND BUFF.
Oooo, I have a lot of hatred stored up in me. o.o It surprises me to realize I actually WANT Chris to burn. And then he said he was going to kill himself if Britney died I was like, "YES!" and then, "...Dude. o-o Extreme much?" and then, "Whatever. I dun care anymore."
...Yeah. x.x I'm going through some mental issues right now. Oh well. I'll get through it eventually. @_@
~~The FiFi~~
{P.S.} I wonder if I should ask Dan to the Sady's dance? o-o
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